I haven’t done my blog in 6 months, wtf! ok i need to do this more often but school and real life get in the way lol. On this coming Wednesday would have been my brother’s 30th bday. I can’t believe its been that long since he died. I don’t stop thinking of him. I always talk about him. I miss him so much. It will be a hard day for me I already been crying doing this blog. I cry a lot because of him being gone. It never gets easy. And of course my ex husband is an ass as normal which makes it harder. I miss Aaron too. I should get him next month. Oh yeah, I made the dean’s list last semester. I am doing good this semester too. Ok I am going keep this short cause I got homework to finish. Loves you all.
Purple aka Missi
Its been a while since I even worked on my blog. First we were moving into our new apartment. Still unpacking stuff ugh. And classes ended on the 2nd so I was finishing that up. Now today new classes start. I got American Lit., Second half of accounting and Customer service. Thank god that American Lit and Accounting homework are due every 2 weeks and Customer service every week.
I’m still deciding how I want things to look in the apartment. The garage has so much stuff in it. Aaron’s room has tons of boxes in it. I have to have his room ready by Nov. 19th. I pick him up on Nov. 20th and have him a whole week. That week will have lots of light switches on and off LOL. I have to kid proof this place too. I at least have baby gates so that will help. I have some electrical socket thingys, just have to get the baseball things for the doors, and cabinet locks.
I love being in this new place though. Television is good, I like cable lol. Its nice to have more of the local channels instead of orlando channels. Watching the local news is much better lol. I will upload pics of the apartment once things are better unpacked and organized lol.
Right now I’m listening to music while I type this out, the song right now is fear factory’s linchpin woot! Not sure whats next, its on shuffle lol. I have so many songs, I should dj again lol….maybe not, not sure. I kinda like not having to go into SL cause I got stuff to do in rl. I do miss my friends and family though but I’m actually happy without SL. I never though I could or would say that. It doesn’t have much of a purpose for me anymore. I got what I want in rl. I got a man I totally in love with. He is amazing to me. He is the best Master, Fiance(soon to be hubby), Lover, and Best friend a girl could ever have. I don’t know how I got so lucky, but I did. And Aaron likes him so yay! O.o the next song came on, SLAYER’s Dead Skin Mask! WOOT! lol.
Ok anyways, I should get to eating breakfast and then cleaning the kitchen and more unpacking to do. I want to try to have the kitchen, living room and dining room done in the next few days, maybe even today. I will be on yahoo and skype. So message if you want, or whatever lol.
Missi aka purple
P.S. Here is a new picture of me. I still need to get one of me and Donald together.
Yay to my good friend Qui for winning the Lovely Blog Award! I’m so proud of her! She so deserves it and I hope my blog is worthy of hers!
So the other day I got a comment from one of my readers, Melissa, from Surviving Motherhood, letting me know that Just An Ordinary Girl had been given the “Lovely Blog Award!” I was so excited and beyond words because this is my first blog award and I feel so honored. When you’re given this award you’re suppose to accept it (which I have done with great appreciation) and pass it on to 15 of your favorite newly discovered blogs. It’s really so hard to choose because I’ve come across several amazing blogs these last couple of weeks so it’s going to be really hard to choose. After I choose and let the blogs know that they’ve won the award, it is their turn to find 15 blogs that they enjoy reading and so on.
So here are the 15 blogs that I’ve come across and have fell in love with (In no particular order!)
Yes it is, its almost time! This Saturday we move into our new apartment. Its so cute, 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a decent kitchen, dining room, nice size living room with a fireplace, and a small backyard. It rocks! Its so close to everything now. Omg we are also getting a car too! A week from this Friday we will have it. A 94 ford thunderbird 2 doors with great working a/c. It seems like everything is falling into place. Just now for Donald to get a job which he is trying to do and everything will be wonderful! A week from Saturday my second semester ends and I should have all A’s AGAIN!
I can’t believe its been 3 months since my brother passed away. It still feels unreal. And with all the good things happening, he is shining down on me. I wish he was around to help me fight my ex. He hated him as much as I do. My ex keeps messing up majorly so in no time I will have Aaron here. I have faith and hope in that. I love Aaron so much and I miss him like crazy.
Anyways, I am in good spirit even if my head is hurting. I am a very happy girl. I got a great man, a family who loves her so much, friends who rawk and a little boy who is the best! I loves you all so much! Have a great day!
Missi aka purple
Its almost been 3 months since my brother died. I still miss him so much. My other mom Jan gave some clothes to Donald. And I keep getting the video games for the computer. Yesterday when mom came over to work on the attic, just before she left she showed me something the airport did for my brother, his gf and his best friend. Of course, it made me cry. I know he would have liked Donald. And I know he would have loved to see my ex at court like he was. I know he was watching from heaven and having a great big laugh. Everything is so good with Donald. Yes, we have our bad moments, but they been very far and between. Its been so good. I am so happy he is here with me. I love him so much. School is good still too. Team leader for 2 projects this week. I must be nuts, or I love school that much lol. I will debate that hehehe. In any case, this month is going to be so busy for Donald and i. We have to get this house packed, Donald to get a job(looking good with some apps in, so keep fingers crossed) and then moving into a new place. Hopefully we wont be without net for very long cause I got school work. Well I am going to wrap this up and get back to work as a hostess in SL. We doing the weirdest avatars event. You will see how weird at the bottom of the blog along with the two pictures from the airport of what they did for my brother.
I’m really good at doing that. When I get emo especially. I did it yesterday. I thought someone wasnt a friend and well…i was wrong. He and i talked last night and we are fine. It did hurt about my bday but we are fine and will get through it. When you are friends with someone, you have your good moments and your bad moments. No matter what though, you can get through it together. You just have to remember not to stick your foot in your mouth. One, it doesnt taste good and two you could hurt yourself and the other person. So the lesson here, think before you speak and stick your foot in your mouth and regret the action later. So to my friend, you are still my best friend, you are still my rock and i love ya always.
This is a hard lesson to learn for anyone. However, after last night, I learned who my true friends are. And I also learned I need to walk away from a few people.
I got an old friend back who means so much to me. I am glad he is back in my life. He is truly one of my best friends. He understands how I feel about things, especially when it comes to our kids. He is hard on himself a lot, I wish he would realize he is a great guy. I am lucky to have him in my life. Mike you are always in my heart and always my best friend. If you dont stop being so hard on yourself, I will kick your ass lol.
I am lucky to have my sisters Athena and Scarlett. Last night meant so much to me. I cant thank you two enough for all you did. I love you both very much.
I love my twinnies, Charity and Jessi. You two are my girls. The trouble triplets giggles. You both mean the world to me. Thank you for being my rocks.
To my babygirls Carii, Jess, Minxy and Syn. You 4 are my angels. I love you so much. You 4 make this mommie very proud. You are all smart, sexy and beautiful women. And you all mean everything to me.
And of course to my love Donald, you are my everything and more. Last night we married on SL again. And soon it will happen in rl. i love you more than words can say. always & forever.
Now to the ones I am leaving. The ones who have hurt me lately know who you are. You hurt me, broke my heart and tried to destroy my soul. I cant believe you all hurt me. I thought I could trust you and you all were good. However, I have learned differently. I dont know if you all can make it up to me. So get out of my life and never come back. You lost me and you can fuck off.
That says it all.