OMG its been 6 months

I haven’t done my blog in 6 months, wtf!  ok i need to do this more often but school and real life get in the way lol.  On this coming Wednesday would have been my brother’s 30th bday.  I can’t believe its been that long since he died.  I don’t stop thinking of him.  I always talk about him.  I miss him so much.  It will be a hard day for me I already been crying doing this blog.  I cry a lot because of him being gone.  It never gets easy. And of course my ex husband is an ass as normal which makes it harder.  I miss Aaron too.  I should get him next month.  Oh yeah, I made the dean’s list last semester.  I am doing good this semester too.  Ok I am going keep this short cause I got homework to finish.  Loves you all.

 

Purple aka Missi

Wow its been a while

Its been a while since I even worked on my blog.  First we were moving into our new apartment.  Still unpacking stuff ugh.  And classes ended on the 2nd so I was finishing that up.  Now today new classes start.  I got American Lit., Second half of accounting and Customer service.  Thank god that American Lit and Accounting homework are due every 2 weeks and Customer service every week.

I’m still deciding how I want things to look in the apartment.  The garage has so much stuff in it.  Aaron’s room has tons of boxes in it.  I have to have his room ready by Nov. 19th.  I pick him up on Nov. 20th and have him a whole week.  That week will have lots of light switches on and off LOL.  I have to kid proof this place too.  I at least have baby gates so that will help.  I have some electrical socket thingys, just have to get the baseball things for the doors, and cabinet locks.

I love being in this new place though.  Television is good, I like cable lol.  Its nice to have more of the local channels instead of orlando channels.  Watching the local news is much better lol. I will upload pics of the apartment once things are better unpacked and organized lol.

Right now I’m listening to music while I type this out, the song right now is fear factory’s linchpin woot!  Not sure whats next, its on shuffle lol.  I have so many songs, I should dj again lol….maybe not, not sure.  I kinda like not having to go into SL cause I got stuff to do in rl.  I do miss my friends and family though but I’m actually happy without SL.  I never though I could or would say that.  It doesn’t have much of a purpose for me anymore.  I got what I want in rl.  I got a man I totally in love with.  He is amazing to me.  He is the best Master, Fiance(soon to be hubby), Lover, and Best friend a girl could ever have.  I don’t know how I got so lucky, but I did.  And Aaron likes him so yay!   O.o the next song came on, SLAYER’s Dead Skin Mask!  WOOT!  lol.

Ok anyways, I should get to eating breakfast and then cleaning the kitchen and more unpacking to do.  I want to try to have the kitchen, living room and dining room done in the next few days, maybe even today.  I will be on yahoo and skype.  So message if you want, or whatever lol.

Love,

Missi aka purple

 

P.S.  Here is a new picture of me.  I still need to get one of me and Donald together.

First Time For Everything

Yay to my good friend Qui for winning the Lovely Blog Award!  I’m so proud of her!  She so deserves it and I hope my blog is worthy of hers!

So the other day I got a comment from one of my readers, Melissa, from Surviving Motherhood, letting me know that Just An Ordinary Girl had been given the “Lovely Blog Award!” I was so excited and beyond words because this is my first blog award and I feel so honored. When you’re given this award you’re suppose to accept it (which I have done with great appreciation) and pass it on to 15 of your favorite newly discovered blogs. It’s really so hard to choose because I’ve come across several amazing blogs these last couple of weeks so it’s going to be really hard to choose. After I choose and let the blogs know that they’ve won the award, it is their turn to find 15 blogs that they enjoy reading and so on.

So here are the 15 blogs that I’ve come across and have fell in love with (In no particular order!)

• Frosted Bake Shop
• Life According To My Parents
• Melissa’s Rants
• Story Of My Life
• You Made That?
• Mom’s Tree House
• The White Whimisies
• Sweet Life By: Nicole
• Mama Locs
• The Desperate Housemommy
• Mulberry Girl’s Recipes
• Mom Me Time
• Plain Chicken
• Surviving Motherhood: Living Life As A Domestic Diva
• Victoria’s Voice

First Time For Everything!

Its almost here

Yes it is, its almost time!  This Saturday we move into our new apartment.  Its so cute, 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms, a decent kitchen, dining room, nice size living room with a fireplace, and a small backyard.  It rocks!  Its so close to everything now.  Omg we are also getting a car too!  A week from this Friday we will have it.  A 94 ford thunderbird 2 doors with great working a/c.   It seems like everything is falling into place.  Just now for Donald to get a job which he is trying to do and everything will be wonderful!  A week from Saturday my second semester ends and I should have all A’s AGAIN!

I can’t believe its been 3 months since my brother passed away.  It still feels unreal.  And with all the good things happening,  he is shining down on me.  I wish he was around to help me fight my ex.  He hated him as much as I do.  My ex keeps messing up majorly so in no time I will have Aaron here.  I have faith and hope in that.  I love Aaron so much and I miss him like crazy.

Anyways, I am in good spirit even if my head is hurting.  I am a very happy girl.  I got a great man, a family who loves her so much, friends who rawk and a little boy who is the best!  I loves you all so much!  Have a great day!

Love,

Missi aka purple

Sighs i miss him still

Its almost been 3 months since my brother died.  I still miss him so much.  My other mom Jan gave some clothes to Donald.  And I keep getting the video games for the computer.  Yesterday when mom came over to work on the attic, just before she left she showed me something the airport did for my brother, his gf and his best friend.  Of course, it made me cry.  I know he would have liked Donald.  And I know he would have loved to see my ex at court like he was. I know he was watching from heaven and having a great big laugh.  Everything is so good with Donald.  Yes, we have our bad moments, but they been very far and between.  Its been so good.  I am so happy he is here with me.  I love him so much.  School is good still too.  Team leader for 2 projects this week.  I must be nuts, or I love school that much lol.  I will debate that hehehe.  In any case, this month is going to be so busy for Donald and i.  We have to get this house packed, Donald to get a job(looking good with some apps in, so keep fingers crossed) and then moving into a new place.  Hopefully we wont be without net for very long cause I got school work.  Well I am going to wrap this up and get back to work as a hostess in SL.  We doing the weirdest avatars event.  You will see how weird at the bottom of the blog along with the two pictures from the airport of what they did for my brother.

Love,

Missi

Stick foot in mouth

I’m really good at doing that.  When I get emo especially.  I did it yesterday.  I thought someone wasnt a friend and well…i was wrong.  He and i talked last night and we are fine.  It did hurt about my bday but we are fine and will get through it.  When you are friends with someone, you have your good moments and your bad moments.  No matter what though, you can get through it together.  You just have to remember not to stick your foot in your mouth.  One, it doesnt taste good and two you could hurt yourself and the other person.  So the lesson here, think before you speak and stick your foot in your mouth and regret the action later.  So to my friend, you are still my best friend, you are still my rock and i love ya always.

Love,

Missi

Learned who my true friends are

This is a hard lesson to learn for anyone.  However, after last night, I learned who my true friends are.  And I also learned I need to walk away from a few people.

I got an old friend back who means so much to me.  I am glad he is back in my life.  He is truly one of my best friends.  He understands how I feel about things, especially when it comes to our kids.  He is hard on himself a lot, I wish he would realize he is a great guy.  I am lucky to have him in my life.  Mike you are always in my heart and always my best friend.  If you dont stop being so hard on yourself, I will kick your ass lol.

I am lucky to have my sisters Athena and Scarlett.  Last night meant so much to me.  I cant thank you two enough for all you did. I love you both very much.

I love my twinnies, Charity and Jessi.  You two are my girls.  The trouble triplets giggles.  You both mean the world to me. Thank you for being my rocks.

To my babygirls Carii, Jess, Minxy and Syn.  You 4 are my angels.  I love you so much.  You 4 make this mommie very proud.  You are all smart, sexy and beautiful women. And you all mean everything to me.

And of course to my love Donald, you are my everything and more. Last night we married on SL again.  And soon it will happen in rl.  i love you more than words can say.  always & forever.

Now to the ones I am leaving.  The ones who have hurt me lately know who you are.  You hurt me, broke my heart and tried to destroy my soul.  I cant believe you all hurt me.  I thought I could trust you and you all were good.  However, I have learned differently.  I dont know if you all can make it up to me.  So get out of my life and never come back.  You lost me and you can fuck off.

That says it all.
Love,

Missi

Wow What a week

Yes it was a week to remember.  Started off with getting Donald from Monroe, LA.  Aaron was with us.  It was great to see him, i have missed him like crazy.  Then we got to Bastrop, LA to the new hotel, it was so nice.  More room for Aaron to run around lol.  That child loves lights too much.  Donald proposed on August 22nd, my uncle’s bday 🙂  The picture of my ring will be at the bottom. We brought Aaron back to his father grrrr.  I missed him so much after that, He is so big!

Monday was court and omg did it ever go so well!  The judge yelled at my ex and told him he cant keep breaking rules of the court.  So the judge’s ruling was the skype is back 3 times a week, no 60 mile radius so no moving for us, and the best part is I get Aaron on all his school breaks and a long period in the summer.  The icing on the cake though, the contempt charges are still pending and over his head if he fucks up, which we all know by now he will do just that!  My ex was so pissed off and red in the face when he stomped out of the court house like a child.  I was so happy to see that!

At 3:30pm cst on Monday, I got Aaron for 2 hours before having to leave.  We took him to mcdonalds.  I wasnt too sure he would play, to my surprise and delight he loved the playground!  I even took off my shoes and played with him on it.  His laugh and smile are my addiction.  I just love him!  For all his problems, he is a happy little boy.

After that, we returned him and got on the road to Little Rock.  We got to the hotel around 8pm cst.  Omg that hotel was so nice!  We went out to applebee’s to eat.  We celebrated that my ex finally got what was coming to him.

The next morning we got on the plane to come home. Donald was not too thrilled about flying but he did just fine.  We got to Tampa and then home.  It was so good to be home.  Wish i had Aaron with us but it was still a good trip.

It so nice having Donald here.  To go to sleep with him and wake up with him, its the best feeling in the world.  He even helps me cook and clean and take care of the dogs.  I finally got the man I have been waiting for.

Yesterday was my birthday.  So of course I had to celebrate it.  I did stuff in RL with Donald.  He made me breakfast and dinner. Then in SL, I had 3 parties.  1st was with family which was so nice.  Its nice to be able to be with family and friends you love so much.  2nd party was at Mood Indigo while Donald and i both worked.  He played the music, i hosted the event.  It was the weekend naked party giggles.  Then the 3rd party was our wedding.  On our new names we hadnt married yet.  So thats what I wanted to do for my bday.  Yes we have new names, you will have to ask for them.  Anyways, it was so nice and beautiful.  My sisters Athena and Scarlett made sure it was so special for us.  There was some people missing from the wedding.  One person in particular and he knows who he is, really hurt me last night by no showing it.  I am not sure I can forgive him at this point.  It would take a lot to do that.  Right now, im broken hearted and very hurt.  He made me cry and I dont like to cry.

Well its now Sunday, so I need to clean a little bit today and work on homework for next week.  So if you want my attention, get me on skype, facebook, yahoo, my cell or home phone.  Otherwise, I will talk to you all later.  Have a great day and great week!  Oh yeah, below will be the picture of Aaron on the phone being silly and my engagement ring!

Love,

Missi

In Arkansas

Well, I arrived yesterday in Arkansas.  The flight from Tampa to Houston wasn’t bad.  The flight from Houston to Little Rock was another story. It was fine once in the air.  But the take off and going down…up and down, I am not usually nauseated but this time I was.  Then we finally got on the ground.  We got our bags and the first car would have never held all our stuff so we traded it out and its better now.  So we got on the road down to Crossett.  We got here and the hotel room is ok.  Nothing fancy, but could have been better.  I will get back to that in a bit.  I called my ex to tell him I was here.  I got a song and dance combo.  Not going to go into all details but you all can guess by now what happened.   They finally got here to the hotel room.  They let me keep my son for the night yay!   However, my ex doesn’t trust my fiance cause he doesn’t know him.   My son played with the anything he could in the bathroom.  He loves to flush the toilet and turn on the water.  The funniest though was the telephone.  After a few times of him picking it up and pushing buttons on it, we unhooked the phone and let him play with it.  He sounded like he was ordering chinese.  It was so cute.  Then took a bit to get him settled down but he finally fell asleep.  I just look at him sleeping and he is so beautiful.  I love him so much and have missed him like crazy.  I just hope tomorrow goes well.  I have a feeling it will.

The hotel is not the best at all. No breakfast, the room has bugs and the tv didn’t work.  We are trying to find another.   And we pick up my fiance in a bit.  I am so excited and nervous. I am going to end this now cause the little dude is up and trouble is coming LOL.  talk to you all later!

Love,

Missi aka purple

1 day to go

I can’t believe its almost here.  1 day to go and I go to Arkansas and maybe this nightmare of the last 3 years will finally be solved.  See, over 3 years ago My motherfucking piece of garbage ex husband and I divorced.  Yes I will call him all names in the book cause its the truth.  He lied to get me to agree to the divorce, He blackmailed me and has made my life for the last 3 years a living nightmare, even worse than when we were married.  He is pissed off cause I got away from that hell hole and he didn’t.  I am making something of my life and he stays there.  I know he wants me back but there is no way in fucking hell I would ever go back to him.  I would have to die first and even then I still wouldn’t.  So now he uses our son as a pawn cause he knows that’s my weakness.  When you love someone so much, they become your weakness, they become your heart and your soul.  That’s my son, he is my world, my angel and my sweet little boy.  He is so beautiful, so sweet and so loving.  Even with his problems, he is amazing.  And my ex knows how to use my son against me. However, it won’t work this time.  I am fighting back harder than ever.  I got friends and family on my side.  I am finally happy and in a better place than I have ever been.  And he hates it cause he knows he can’t win this time.  My lawyer has contempt of court charges against him, I am fighting back and he knows he will lose this time.  So what does he do, harasses me more.  Instead of backing down, I blocked and reported him.  I’m much stronger than he gives me credit for.  I can’t wait for Monday.  I get to walk in court with a better lawyer, my mom, my love and my babygirl.  He will see I am not alone anymore.  He just wants to use my fiance against me cause he thinks doing that will get my guy to leave.  Yeah right, that won’t happen, he is still here and supports me no matter what.  I will win on Monday and I will get my son with me more.  I know it won’t be the end of my ex fighting against me, but doesn’t mean I will back down either.  I’m stronger than I ever have been.

There has been some amazing people who helped me build me back up.  First my mom, she is amazing more than words could ever say.  She has helped me fight for my son.  I know at times she and I fight but she is truly one of my best friends.  She is my inspiration for most things in my life, especially school.  How she went back to school in her 30s to get her AS degree in nursing, then her AA degree to go to UF to get her Master degree in nursing before she turned 50.  Its amazing, and she had a 3.95 gpa.

Second person is my brother Chris.  He might be a brat and an ass at times to me, omg and we do fight.  But he always supported and loves me even if he didn’t agree with all my choices. I will talk about him more in a minute after I thank a few more people.

Next is Jan and my other brother Chris who passed away 2 months ago.  This has been the hardest 2 months of my life.  He would have flown us up to Arkansas and testified if needed.  He hated my ex so much, after my ex did to me.  Him and my ex were best friends.  My brother always supported me and loved me.  I do miss him like crazy.  I am not sure I will ever get over his death but I have learned its ok if I don’t.  I just know He is with me in spirit and I just hope looks down proud of me and helps me win this on Monday.  I bet he will.  Jan is my mom’s best friend and partner of over 20 years.  She hasn’t always been on my side but is more so now.  She like a second mom to me.  I love both of them very much.

Of course my whole family supported me, from my grandparents down to my cousins.  My huge ass family lol, should see us at holiday time, we can pack a house lol.   I thank them for loving and supporting me.

Next is my very best friend Sere.  That woman just rocks my world.  We have been to hell and back too many times and it only man us stronger.  I love her more than words could say.  She has a major piece of my heart and i got a piece of hers.  She text’d me today saying she would call me at her lunch break cause she missed my voice lol.  Well she called me at her first break and still going to call me at lunch.

Now onto my other best friend Cuhal.  God that man is just amazing.  With the kicking of my ass if I need it and I need it a lot at times, the way he just hugs me when I need it, and the way he just listens and supports me is wonderful.  He means so much to me. I loves you bestie.

Next is my babygirl Carii.  She is just wonderful.  One of the best daughters you could ever get.  She listens to me, takes awesome pics and so funny makes me laugh when I need it.I love her so much.

Next is my angel Jess. My british chicky. That girl will fight for me any day.  She always loves and supports me.  She is the best!  She always helps me if I need it without question.  I just love my angel to pieces!

Next is my daughter Syn.  She is can be bratty like me, she can be a pain in my ass, but she is my daughter!  She proved how much she loved me the other day.  She stood up to my ex when he was ranting.  That shocked me hugely and I love you Syn.

To all my friends I didn’t list, you know who you are.  You all support and love me so much, I couldn’t ask for a better set of friends and family.  You all mean the world to me and I love you all so very much.

Of course I saved the best for last.  my Fiance, my Daddy, my Master, my Everything.  Donald, You mean everything to me.  You are the love of my life.  You are the second best thing in my life, of course my son is first giggles.  You support and love me no matter what it is.   You said we would go to hell and back and still come out loving each other.  I believe that now more than ever.  Monday will be our hell, a major test for us.  I know we will come out stronger with each other.  i love You with all my heart and soul, always and forever.

Ok, now back to my brother.  He left today for Orlando.  I know its only 90 minutes or so away but I still cried.  He is my brother.  I am so proud of him.  I am going to miss going to his room just to talk to him or to help him out with something.   I do miss him, just don’t tell him that, I will deny it lol. I do love my brother very much.

I still have to pack my clothes, turn in my homework and post some stuff to the discussion and teamwork areas for both my accounting and psychology classes.  I also have to finish Aaron’s room and the kitchen.  Leaving around 3am to get to the airport to park and check in our bags.  The flight is at 6:50am.  I will have my cell and the laptop with me so don’t worry I will be on contact.  I will let everyone know after court on Monday the outcome on my plurk and facebook. Please think good thoughts for us to win on Monday.

Love,

Missi aka purple